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2012-02-08T01:12:00.002+08:00

So I have these pictures which are taken continuously and it will be nicer if I make it into Gifs. And that's what I did! :) I really can't tahan the bad quality of the gifs. But oh well....

Ting and Heyu walking and posing in the middle of Ion.

This is when you got a call from your BF but he said he can't meet you.

Cool face walking towards the camera.

Lip balm advert!

Ok goodnight! :)

And somehow I realised that this post is another ordinary post.

Real love

2012-02-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

MAKAN!

2012-02-06T00:18:00.002+08:00

HI! Ting, Heyu (who's back at last!) and I went to eat at this Jap curry place in 313...

THE CURRY IS SUPER DELICIOUS I CAN DIE! And it smells soooo good!

Then we went to Ion.

From here onwards.. You'll see me getting bullied. Why is my life so sad :(

Bullying #1

Bullying #2 (Okay la I got my revenge. but still...)

Then we tried to do cute faces.

Heyu and Ting said that they felt like punching my face. SERIOUSLY? IT'S CUTENESS OVERLOAD OKAY!

Then Heyu did it and she was good!!!

Ting was fine!

Then we did spastic face which is my forte. HAHAHAHAH

Heyu doing it well but not as good as me. heheheh

Ting failing miserably. tsktsktsk

So we tried to find what expression she's good at and after much troubles, WE FOUND IT!

PIG FACE! MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

And here's my spastic picture to end this post. :) (It's blur but I like it. LOL)

PS: Ask me questions on formspring pweaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Monday!

2012-01-31T22:45:00.001+08:00

Being an energetic kid (okay maybe not a kid anymore), I went out to meet MB, minus Heyu, for lunch together. We were planning to go for sushi, thus my post before this, but there wasn't buffet until 3. I can't make it since I have interview at 5. So we went to Pizza hut! It's kinda sad that we won't be spending as much time together now that they're in diff JCs while I'm in poly. Anyway, I went to meet Lina for the interview. Afterwards, we head to town!

The not so popular fries. NOBODY EATS IT!!

This is good!!!!!!!!!

Cutegirl95 ^^v

This pic looks like we're strangers. Hence my awkward face. HAHAH

This pose wasn't planned at all. Just happened to have the same pose! Huhuhuh :3

I actually went home and sleep. LOL NOT SO ENERGETIC AFTERALL

:(

2012-01-30T11:10:00.001+08:00

Feels like a failure again. Fuck it, I'm going off for some sushi-s with MB.

SO LONG BITCHES

Jakarta!

2012-01-30T10:00:00.000+08:00

The view from my balcony.

Then, I can somehow met Oli at Kid Zania and we were kids again!!!

We became journalist and some other cool "jobs"

Then I met Nathania!

And we played at the indoor theme park. Only one thing though since we didn't have enough time.

THEN IT WAS CHINESE NEW YEAR'S!!

Nephew #1

I rushed in to get to that position. super awkward

Nephew #2! CUTEST AND MY FAVORITE!!

Nephew #3 at the back!!

THEN WE WENT TO DUFAN!!!!! WOOOHOO

My fav shot! (Wyona took this!)

And below are the days we went out together too!

Went back to Jakarta for two weeks! AT LAST AFTER A YEAR!!!! :D Okay so, my relatives told me that I'm prettier (Flips hair) and also that my face shape changed. Did it change? I've no idea but I do realise that I'm chubbier now. It was a great while it lasted. Alas, 2 weeks passed in a snap of finger. :( It's too fast! I will really miss Jakarta!

TREAT!

2012-01-14T22:28:00.014+08:00

We had a treat from Cikgu yesterday. Actually I've no idea of the reason for this treat. Hahaha! But since it's food, I don't mind going! We got to choose anything we like. (Y) Also, because we're Bukit viewans (or ex) we shared our food with each other. Hence, I got a taste of everything. I'm getting lame so let's just view the pictures.

So I went to Oli's first. She didn't go in the end though. SAW HANA AFTER SO LONG

I shall buy this Rayban specs soon. I LIKE IT MAN

Lina and I, being so eager to order food

My fav type of pizza, since young buddy!

This thing is like a piece of heaven. I get sick eating it after some time though

Oops, Cikgu got blocked

I like this, but Iffah's eyes........... :(

I'm her miracle student! (She even thinks so!)

Then we chilled at mac for a while before ciao-ing home

It was a good night, obviously. I really hope that it'll still be like this next time! *cross fingers*

Okay so I realised that I kinda do well for those subjects that I always sleep in. Take Malay for example. I had always been sleeping in class even though I sat in front. I'm a fearless bastard remember? And I got A1 for this subject. Same goes to Emath, Amath, science and POA. Maybe I'm just the type who will do good if I sleep in class! Told ya I'm special!

OH YA! Please leave me some questions on formspring!! :) And I just deleted my tagboard cause I received a lot of spams which made the tagboard look ugly.

2012-01-13T01:11:00.001+08:00

From 5.32 to 7.08 is soooooooooooo ME. SOOOOO TRUE

"Because a promise is like a contract"

Chubby

2012-01-12T23:20:00.001+08:00

I realised I'm so chubby. Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

asdfghjkl Y I SO CUTE?!

My sister. Heheheh

I really love fanta. Heh

And of course, thanks Amber for going with me. :)

Erm hi......

2012-01-12T14:10:00.001+08:00

I got back my results a few days ago. I know it's late for me to be talking about this now but........ ENIWEI, I didn't really get the results I wanted. English is such a bitch. Maybe because I don't really put as much effort on it. Come on, look at my English. The way I type and talk? Which part of it is good? None. So I kinda accept that fact. I didn't meet the COP or the course I want by a point which sucks big time. But being a fearless bastard, I'm still gonna put it as my number one choice. Heh. I still haven't submit my choices though...

Honestly, when I saw my results, I felt that my future seems so dark. I've no idea what should I do. Maybe I shall head down to Bedok reservoir and you know the rest. LOL joking. I should just carry on with life and hope for the best then. :)

#AllIzzWell
I'm Putri I can do this.

A problem that you have had
A lot. I mean who in this world doesn't have problems right? My most recent one has to be my results. -.-

Something that you miss
Wait for it.............. Just wait............................................................... AND.......................... I miss school. Amazing for me to say this but yes I miss school.

Goals for the next 30 days
More money $.$ Find something to do. Ask parents if I can enroll in Scuba diving lessons. Wuah I realised I don't have any important goals. Well.. except for the money part..

Your highs and lows of this month
High- It's a new year which means new beginning. (cliche but whatever. I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING HIGH THIS MONTH YET OKAY)
Low- Results T.T

And that's the end of my 30 days questions! YAY!

Btw, if you're wondering what I got............... It's not really THAT bad. I'm still smart okay just lazy only. I got 18, 13

Open home

2012-01-07T21:40:00.001+08:00

Ama, Syafiq and I went to NP and SP's open house yesterday. It was nice to know more about the courses and all I heard all day was "results in 3 days uh.." Seriously? I'm already so nervous and they're reminding me about it again. It was nice over all! Enjoyed all the goodies they gave us! (Of course, typical Singaporean). We went to SP and then to NP.

The candy floss which apparently, made our mouths blue

OTW to NP. We received these helium balloons!

Talking about these balloons, my first balloon flew when I just received it! I went back to the stall and begged the person gave me another one. He even helped me tie the string to my hand. They were actually asking if I'm going to SP. I answered that I'm not sure and they went "ahhhh then can't give you!" So funny one.

I didn't know that I was smiling when the lecturer talked to me.....

Then we took a photo.

And of course, EAT

When we were going home we saw these peeps and talked to them for a while

I need to stop doing this face. BUT IT'S CUTE!!!! (At least I think so)

And when there's helium balloon,

HAPPY WATCHING! :)

Goodbye 2011!

2012-01-01T00:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

HAVE A GREAT YEAR GUYS! :)

I hope all your wishes and goals will come true!

Brd, gonna take a shower. Haven't taken one since last year.

2012 wishes!

2011-12-31T23:12:00.000+08:00

This is how I spent my new year's eve!

Finished this whole tub.

I swear it was a piece of heaven

Read this book and almost died laughing

These are my favourite parts!

I'm sorry God for I have sinned.. for being too awesome. TEEEHEE

So here are my wishes!

Get wanted results for O's
See snow
Eat watermelon without cutting it. You know by just scooping...
More money $.$
Treat my family for dinner with my pay
More friendly (Since I realised that I'm not so sociable after all)
Learn how to drive
Be more mature (Stop whining so much)
Make my parents proud
Try eating every foods from every country (I know it's quite impossible but what's wrong with wishing)
See unicorns
Get enrolled in Hogwarts
Learn British accent
Perfect my magic skills
Meet a fairy
Try epic meal time

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Have a great year ahead! Thanks for being with me throughout this hectic year! Thanks Oli, LiTing and Lina for being there together with me through the ups and downs I had this year! I hope that we will still be close next year even if we're in different schools. Thanks Nat for being a phone call away! Thanks Mom and Dad for paying for my necessities! Thanks for the memories everybodeh!

I had a great year! :)

I hope 2012 will be good too!

Hi

2011-12-29T23:53:00.001+08:00

How have you changed for the past 2 years?
I think I changed a lot physically, I don't even know who I was when I'm in sec 2. I'm not too sure about my behaviour and stuffs, I think I'm still the old Agustine. I guess..

Give a picture of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
There are lot of them I had a hard time choosing! Not in order

Aaron Johnson!!

Not really a big fan of 1D but I do find him super manly

LEE MIN HO! Fell in love with him during city hunter!

My phone wallpaper! G-Dragon!

I love his smile a lot! (I mean, who don't like guys who can smile nicely)

Your favourite movie and what it's all about

THE WHOLE HARRY POTTER SERIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you don't know what I'm talking about, you live under a rock!

Someone who fascinates you and why

Irono man........... Everyone fascinates me in a way or another.

What kind of person attracts you

A person with nice smile, friendly, nice and someone who I can talk to about anything. :)

So,

2011-12-28T23:35:00.000+08:00

Went picnic with Oli, Ting, Lina, Syafiq and Dian yesterday! ^___________^

Went up this thing and it ended up raining while we were on top. Chicken backside

We laid down on the ground to take this!

Drying my shirt off on the hot ground

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Went to Seoul Garden with MB today to exchange our Christmas gift. Sadly Heyu wasn't there with us. Bish is still in China -_- I went there after work which explains my shirt....

Calefare at the back

ZI QI! :)

MB without Heyu

My present from Yuan Heng!

My present to John!

Amazingly, I'm not tired at all today! WOHOOO

I MISS SCHOOL!

2011-12-27T23:35:00.001+08:00

yeap, that's a fact. I miss school. I miss sleeping in class due to boredom. I miss arguing with Rahul over maths questions. I miss passing notes to Mels and Iffah during lessons. I miss screaming out answers in class. I miss screaming across the class to talk to Lina and Oli. I miss Mr Tan's lame jokes. I miss the foods. I miss doing maths questions. I even miss doing chem or physics questions. I miss laughing with the people around my table. I miss planning about the submarine with Ramez and Rahul. I miss the chocolates given my Mr Quake. I miss panicking before school start about homework. I MISS EVERYTHING RELATED TO SCHOOL!!! :(

It's so much better than working. Serious

Christmas!

2011-12-26T23:14:00.003+08:00

I celebrated Christmas with Ting. It wasn't a planned thing actually since she was supposed to go out with Edrick. But due to some reason, he couldn't go so I was the one whom she spent Christmas with.

Look carefully. Ting and I were both in the picture. :)

I really have no idea why these elephants were there. Been seeing it everywhere!

I like this pic but Ting didn't like it. WHATEVER

Then we watched the fireworks

Okay, so let me tell you guys a story. Ting and I were just sitting on the rooftop when we heard this loud popping sounds. We knew that it was fireworks so we rushed all the way to the balcony area. The fireworks were great, but not as wonderful as the one we saw at USS since it's not that close. We had so much fun until I asked LiTing for my camera's cover.

Me: Where's my camera cover?
Ting: Not with me. Thought you have it.
*Ting looked through her bag*
Ting: Don't have!! *still ransacking* SHIT!!! Where's my phone??

That was when we realised we misplaced both her phone and my camera cover. So I called her phone and this man picked it up. He said he'll be waiting for us at the place we left it which is in front of the ship. AND YES! He was there!! He's such a kind and nice man, I swear! Thank God he was there. I think that's God's Christmas present to both of us :)

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I'm really tired now I feel like crying. Zoo was super crowded today and the crowd never stop coming. There was not enough people working so the ones who were there were pushing hard. I took photos of the birds for the first time. I told people to queue up on my right. Apparently, nobody listened to me. I don't know whether it's because I look too small or kiddy that people think lightly of me. -_- Alas, the zookeeper (the man who took care of the birds) thought that I was retarded and that I couldn't do anything and start nagging. Chicken backside!! I swear it wasn't my fault okay! I tried to control the crowd but no bloody person listened to me!! I couldn't even go home since it's too crowded and I almost died of tiredness. Seriously felt like crying while flagging the guests. Luckily I'm gonna have off tomorrow. If not you'll see me in the graveyard, dead due to extreme tiredness.

(spoiler alert)
O level results in 2 weeks time. Time flies huh?

Blue Christmas

2011-12-25T00:40:00.000+08:00

I just remembered I have this to finish.

Your views on mainstream music
I think that its okay? I mean, it's alright if one listens to mainstream music. Everybody have their own taste you know! :)

Your highs and lows of this past year
There are a lot! Life's full of ups and downs you know. Here are just some.

I got A1 for Malay which is totally a miracle (high)
I'm top 10 in class I've no idea why (high)
Did some things without thinking about them fully and ended up in deep shit. (low)
Had a fight with my mom and didn't talk to her for 2 weeks (low)

Your beliefs

Is this supposed to be like my religion and stuffs? I'm Catholic but I'm not even baptised yet. So I'm not really an official Catholic. Well, if you wanna know more, you can ask me about it!! I also believe in some of the Chinese beliefs. You know, like not giving clock during birthday and all of those stuffs. Hahah!

Disrespecting your parents

Deep shit. I did this to my mom. Not that I intend to do it but it's just that I was trying to tell her my opinions and I told her about it in a disrespectful way. She ended up scolding me like there was no tomorrow. Not cool. So!!! Don't ever disrespect your parents yo! And anyway, you must always respect your parents. Without them you won't be here reading this redundant post. ^^

How important you think education is

On a scale of 1 to 10, it should be 10! I want to elaborate on this but I'll start rambling about geography stuffs so I'll just stop here. Whatever it is, everyone in this whole entire world deserves to be educated in a proper school!

One of your favourite shows

I like watching GLEE! :)

AND LASTLY,

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!! :)

Early!

2011-12-23T21:01:00.004+08:00

So I got my early Christmas present from Jastine. It's actually a card but that's fine with me. :3

In case you're wondering what she means by the first sentence, *points below*

Well, an early one :)

New Video!

2011-12-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

LiTing came over to my crib yesterday. She helped me to make my new video! Scroll down to see it! ^__^

Loving my eyelashes here!

I HAVE EYES!

HEAVEN!

I burned my finger eating this.

And here's the new video! Took me ages to upload so I hope you appreciate it and like it! :)

Medan (Day 8 & 9)

2011-12-21T01:35:00.003+08:00

DAY 8!

Still in Beras Tagi.

What I ate in the morning

ANOTHER CUTE PHOTO OF HANA!

LOL at Hana!

MICKIE HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWESOME SHIT!

The person who sold us these is from Honolulu!

This roller coaster is chicken feet. But it was scary since we can just fall off anytime. The size of the rail is the same as the size of the train!!!!!!!!!! So when it move to the left/right, we can just fall off anytime

I was pro at this! Okay, not really :(

This ride was awesome too!!! EVERYTHING TURNS!

Epic faces!

Lina tried her hard-est but she can only get one ticket.

Made these and Hana ended up having it.

The fog is (Y)

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LAST DAY!

Woke up early in the morning to catch the plane to Batam at 7.15 am.

Airport lounge

Oli's dogs at her Batam house!

Okay, that's it for the trip. These days just passed in a blink of an eye. Freaking love the experience I got from there. I learnt to teach people, to think on the spot, get wiser since Oli's dad taught us a lot of things and also getting to know my buddies more! I really want to go to this kind of trip again next time!!

And, I updated from day 1 till the last day. Go to the next page to see the other days!

Eniwei, I really want to know my results for O's but I'm scared at the same time. I guess I'm not the only one. Or am I?

Medan (Day 6 & 7)

2011-12-21T01:17:00.000+08:00

DAY 6!

BERAS TAGI!

Brunch!

Eating milo in the middle of nowhere

Super pretty *hands down*

I was super scared to walk into the "balcony" It was high man!!

Went to ride on the horse around town

Plucked flowers from the hotel's garden. Oops

DAY 7!

MY FAV PICTURE OF THE DAY I SWEAR! HAHAHAH

This was on top of Lake Toba, near the Sipiso-piso waterfall!

There, the waterfall!

It was foggy so we couldn't go down to lake toba (Evidence)

So there's like this stairs down to basement in the middle of the hotel room...

I like what I wore on that day :)

Medan (Day 4 & 5!)

2011-12-21T00:55:00.000+08:00

DAY 4!

Koi had her first lesson!

LUNCH! gawd it was good

So we went to Tjong Ah Fie mansion. It was so huge!! I think if I live there I won't gain weight at all since it's BIG!

Tjong Ah Fie mansion! HUGE ASS PLACE

Typical old fashion photoshoot

OTW TO SUN PLAZA!

DINNER! Sate Padang man!

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DAY 5!

Since it's our last day teaching, we had it recorded! Feeling-feeling like celebrities

Oli's brown hair!

HEHEHEHEHEHEH ^___________^

All the people who helped us throughout the trip! Awwww~ <3

Off for lunch!

Then we ciao home. I love this shot cause my eyes can be seen! HALLELUYAH

Manicured nails!

Photobooth with Hana!

Then irritate Hana!

I'm so hardworking...

Medan (Day 3!)

2011-12-21T00:26:00.000+08:00

I TAUGHT MY FIRST CLASS!!!

Lina did too!

Relaxing after class

THEN WE HAD DIM SUM FOR LUNCH!

Lina and Oli ate this.. IDK how....

THIS IS SUPER DELICIOUS

These are then nice drinks!

Okay, then we went to the animal museum

All the animals there are real!! EVERYTHING

Then we went home and toured around Oli's

DINNER!

We ciao home from Sun plaza~

Medan (Day 1 &2!)

2011-12-21T00:12:00.003+08:00

DAY 1

Prettygirl95! Hhehehe

Going to Medan!

First drink! AND IT WAS AWESOME!

I was full so I didn't manage to fnish this fried rice. :( It was nice though

Asked Hana to sing in the car.

And I became Hitler since I lost a game. Not cool

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Day 2

I don't like this drink actually....

We had our lessons after this. We couldn't take any pictures at all. So, let's go to lunch time!

Camwhored

We were too hungry that we forgot to take pictures of the food. Oh well.....

Going into Istana Maimun. *points background castle*

I SWEAR IT WAS HUGE!

LOL! We thought she was Ms Gopal...

SEE HUGE!!

And that's the end of day 2! More coming!

We can burn brighter than the sun

2011-12-19T23:16:00.002+08:00

Told ya!

2011-12-09T16:07:00.006+08:00

I don't have work today. LOL. All I did today was just watching variety shows. Then I die. I'm supposed to be packing today but I don't have the mood and I really have no idea what to pack. The thing is, today is the only day that I can pack since I'll be working tomorrow. Furthermore, my flight is on Sunday morning. Oh well... I shall do that later, alligator! #procastinationatitsbest

Eniwei, I started to have dreams each night. It's weird since I used to rarely have dreams. So, last last night, I dreamt that there was a ghost who'll be outside my house every 10 pm. I woke up and was so scared that I turned on my night light. Hehehehe! And last night, I dreamt that I got back my O's results. There were a lot of suspense so by the time I woke up, I didn't manage to see my results. The last time I dreamt about O's was a few weeks ago. I got 2 E8s and they're Amaths and one more subject that I don't remember of. Was super disappointed that I woke up and prayed that I won't have those kind of results. Now I'm really wondering about my results...

Okay, it was all cool and nice until the part "buy agustin mugs and shirt" LIKE WHATT

BBQ!

2011-12-07T21:51:00.000+08:00

Had BBQ with Oli, Lina, Ting, Syafiq and Firman yesterday! We didn't really barbecued in the end cause the fire won't start. Luckily, there were stoves so we can still eat! We watched movies throughout the night. I slept early! YAY! The next afternoon, we watched movies again and ordered mac. We ciao home after that!

The food shopping!

After this, the fire will die again. =.=

LOOK AT THE CHEESE!! OMYGAH!

Ice lemon tea ice cubes!

FREAKING FUNNY! OMG!

Lina changed our wallpapers to her face. Seriously?

Anyway, more updates. I started working already! YAY! After so long finding jobs, at last I found one. I'm a photographer at the Zoo. It's super tiring but fun at the same time. On the first day of work, I was told to work at Kidzworld. For your information, I don't like kids. I find them super annoying and. However, I was wrong apparently!! The kids were all super cute and nice. They weren't annoying and all. Maybe this will help me to like kids more! I don't work there everyday though, I'll be at the entrance too! Once I'm home, I won't be able to move at all cause I'll be super exhausted. HAHAH!

Life's good.

4 MORE DAYS TO MEDAN TRIP!

2011-12-02T15:14:00.001+08:00

So you said "Next time you have things you want to tell me just tell me" and I did. What I get in the end? Fucking screamings and yellings from you. Yes, maybe I didn't say it nicely and all. But come on, I just want to tell you what I'm really feeling. Is that wrong?

Jurong Bird Park!

2011-11-29T23:42:00.001+08:00

I went to Jurong Bird Park today with Oli, LiTing, Hana and 2 of Oli's aunts. It was just an okay type of trip to me since it was raining and we couldn't really go around. :( For your information, that was my first time going to JBP. I think I really have no faith there. Erm, I fed the birds and they were crawling all over me. I was screaming and both LiTing and Oli just stood there taking photo and laughing at me. The birds will just come at you at any point of time. Had a shock of my life man, serious!

Trying to smile but was actually super scared.

I love all the facts that snapple have. I will always read it!

Look at LiTing's new hair!

Troublemaker!

We could only see penguins in the end. =.=

I watched MAMA today and it was awesome! I watched it on TV of course. No money to buy a ticket. #ForeverBroke. Eniwei, I love all the performances. Another good thing is, my fav artists actually won almost all the awards! YAY!! ^__^

A lot of things have been on my mind these days. I have no idea how to talk to my parents nicely about some stuffs and it's just not cool. It's just mean to go for my own vacation and not meeting my parents for Christmas right? Well, worse comes to worse, I'll spend my Christmas alone. I know that I'll meet them next year's CNY. But still... And it's also not nice to spend Christmas alone you know? Isn't Christmas supposed to be the time when family get together?

Farewell Band. (FOR REAL!)

2011-11-29T00:45:00.001+08:00

Farewell! It was exciting and fun night. I have nothing to talk about actually so let's just let the pics do the talking!

The theme for the night was masquerade

Passing on ceremony. I'm no more an ass QM :(

One of my best-est junior! HASYIR!!!!! :D

Hamsemboy!

Super tall Nicholas!

OUR CERTIFICATES! And look at what Mr Tan is holding! omygah!! HAHAHAHAHAH

Clarinetists. Not all were there though. :(

MY BESTEST JUNIORS!!!!!

Some more!

2011-11-29T00:07:00.000+08:00

Bullet your whole day

Stayed up throughout the night in WZ's chalet
Watched sunrise but couldn't see the sun
Went back to chalet and slept for 4 hours
Woke up and went to IMM with LiTing
Went home. Got freaking drenched from head to toe because of the rain
Showered and get ready for band camp.
Band camp
HOME

Somewhere you'd like to move or visit

ENGLAND! I really want to live in England or New York when I grow older. It's 4 seasons country and I've been longing all my life to see snow, summer, fall and spring. So yeap! England or New York!

Your earliest memory

Crying each morning before going to kindergarten. I even hated school when I was small. LOL, no. I cried each morning because of my socks. My socks used to have a lot of extra wools inside it. I always hate those wools and would beg my mom/ babysitter to cut it out for me. But it get on my nerves so much that I cried. Hahahaha! Because of this, I'm always late/on time for school. No wonder I'm #foreverlate even until now....

Your favourite tumblr

airneedsugar.tumblr.com LOL. Joke! I'm not that thick skin or self loving. I don't really have any favourites actually. If I like it, I will like it but I won't be so crazy to go there every day. It gets boring after some time.

Wen Zhong's chalet!!

2011-11-28T16:45:00.000+08:00

I went for Wen Zhong's chalet yesterday night. It was really fun and awesome chalet. So I didn't sleep throughout the night and was partying. Okay not really partying, partying. We're still underage man! We watched Changelling, Madhouse and Saw and now I am super paranoid over everything. I'm so scared that someone will just kidnap me and torture me! I don't want to die in vain!!!!!!! Then, Shazni, Rahul, Kai Jie and I decided to see sunrise. We failed in the end though. Didn't see any sun except that the sky became brighter. After that, I really couldn't tahan and knocked out for 4 hours before I was woken up again. LOL. I went home and here I am now! Gonna go for band camp soon~

Marshmallow parteyyy~

Failed planking on stairs. SUPER PAIN CHICKEN NUGGET

Getting ready for movie!

Ended up bullying Amber!

Taopok-ing each other

Group photo with the 20 year old boy!

Yam seng-ed with Amber. Shit my face!!!!!

UNO until 4!

Posed with the sleeping beauties!

Failed apple shaped domino!!!

Cutegirl95! ^__^

Lepak-ing at lobby while waiting for sunrise

Still lepak-ing. I love the reflection on the table!

Ballerina!!!!

tata!

See you soon, Heyu!

2011-11-27T03:37:00.003+08:00

LiTing, Odelia and I sent Heyu off to China yesterday. Heyu will be leaving for two months and I'm so gonna miss her!! :( Why must she go to China so fast?! I'm not happy mannn..

We gave her sunflower! heheh

This is my normal eyes. And notice that I have double eyelid on one and single eyelid for another. zzzz

And this is when I smile. Y U LIKE THIS EYES?! ME NO GUSTA!

I look like small child here.. Hahah!

Serious face, the in thing!

Plank on Airport's floor

Played with trolley and got scolded by the airport staff. We still play though! Hahah!

Dump LiTing into a toilet stall. She was stuck there!!

Planked on basin. Notice Odelia on the mirror and Heyu's hand on the mirror at the right side

I am tall!!! (Okay fine, I was on the trolley =.=)

Goodbye Heyu! SEE YOU SOON BUDDY! :)

P.S: There's another new post on the next page. I somehow can't make it to be in the same page =.= I think there're too many pics. MASSIVE UPDATE MAN!

Girls' day out!

2011-11-27T02:33:00.004+08:00

ON 25th, Oli, LiTing, Heyu and I went to USS. LiTing, Heyu and I only had 4 hours of sleep the day before because we stayed up till 4. But we were still hyped up for the trip! We rode Cylon and human for a total of 8/10. Mummy for 5. I wanted more but the walk to the queuing line was super long so we decided not to. I was laughing through out the whole ride. We were used to the mummy rides that we decided to do funny faces (serious face, Buddha pose, peace and cool face.). Overall, it was awesome!! Shall go there again next time.

I see what you did there..

Planked on yellow cab

Planked on dustbin

Plank in the middle of the NY's road

Trying to gain inner peace

But failed.. Oh well

Our car!!!!! 1996's model!

Plank on our new car

HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy birthday LiTing!

2011-11-27T02:30:00.005+08:00

My Honeh's birthday was 3 days ago and she had chalet from the 23rd to 25th. It was nights and days full of fun and laughters! Let me just tell me what we did through these pictures! Btw, everyone became blur after her party. She passed all her blurness to us! Gosh! I even have proof okay! Amber left her whole bag, Rahul took my camera lens and Shazni forgot to bring his shirt home. No wonder I'm becoming blur these days, hang out too much with her. tsktsktsk.. HEHEHEH

Took photos in the dark with light sticks!

Kicked Rahul!

Laughed at these Sultans and Gandhi-s

Laughed at Shazni being a pussy!

Took photo with drunk but nice ang moh!

Bullied Kathi.

eat.

Eat some more

Screamed "YAM SENG!" at the top of our voices

Played Jubeat on Leo's ipad

Laughed at rahul being an Arabian

At last on twitter after 2 nights. Super happy!

The girls who stayed over for both nights!

Showing off my skills to the peeps!

Dear LiTing,

I didn't have the chance to properly wish you for your birthday. So here it is! Thank you for what you did to me for the past 4 years. Even though for the first 2 years our relationship was rocky due to some retarded reason, we managed to get back together and become best buddies! I appreciate everything that you've done to me. Listening to me when I'm sad, enduring my annoying attitude, giving me advices, helping me when I'm in need and etc. The list will go on and on because you did a lot of things to me. I really want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for those. :) I love you for being blur, pretty and super kind to me. Oh! And not forgetting that you always accompany me to eat some stuffs! I love you forever buddy! Don't forget me when we're both in poly okay! Once again, Happy birthday my dear Ang PoTing! :D

The night that I was tall!

2011-11-27T02:25:00.000+08:00

Okay! Prom night!! It was a nice night. Not really that grand or whatever since most of the focus was on the alumni. :( Our money flew away just like that! I enjoyed myself though. My table was the table which is the most enthusiastic. We screamed and clapped so loudly that I almost lost my voice! Here are the snapshots! oh! I won't be uploading the individual photos since it's on FB!

HANA! She never stop annoying us!

Family potrait!

Rahul!! SPOILER!

Do re mi!

MB!!!

Cassandra is so pwetty!

I like this shot!

Loving the purple ambience!

Lina and I walked down Town after that. Barefooted. Then I slept over at her house! ^_^

Everything with fries!!

2011-11-27T02:18:00.001+08:00

We celebrated Heyu's and Leo's birthday on the 20th. It was actually a belated celebration since we couldn't celebrate their birthdays on the exact day. We were having O's when it was Leo's birthday and we couldn't celebrate Heyu's birthday because she needed to celebrate it with her mom. We (Oli and I) have been wanting to eat at Everything With Fries for so long and at last we had a chance to! So happy! The food there was tasty and delicious! I took the cheeseburger and the meat was super juicy. The fries came with different flavors too!! You guys should try to eat there!!

And we ordered beer too! K joking! :)

Super awesome you can dieee.. I died and revived back to life!

LiTing being violent!

YAY!! LEVITATION AT LAST!!!

2011-11-22T00:40:00.001+08:00

When you try your best but you don't succeed. When you get what you want but not what you need. When you feel so tired but you can't sleep. Stuck in reverse....

And the tears come streaming down your face. When you lose something you can't replace. When you love someone but it goes to waste. Could it be worse??

Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones and I will try... To fix you..

Fix you- Coldplay

This is getting lame...

2011-11-19T23:23:00.002+08:00

Your Zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality
My zodiac sign is Virgo. So I tried googling for this and they said that Virgos are neat person, smart, patient and humble. Hahahha! I think that some of the things they said aren't true. I mean, I'm not neat. I'm super messy and I don't bother to clean up my stuffs. I'm not very patient. I can't wait for people and my patience level is super low. About the smart and humble....... I'm not sure whether I'm smart. Maybe I am but I'm just lazy. Humble? I've no idea...

A moment when you feel most satisfied with your life
When I realised that there are people around me who I can rely on. Awwwww...Actually I get satisifed easily. So, it's really hard to choose when I'm the most satisfied...

How you hope your future to be like
I want a lot of things about my future. I wrote one here but something that I really hope that I'll have constant happiness!

Describe your first love and your first kiss
Trolololollol~ I don't want to talk about my first love and I don't have my first kiss yet. :3

Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop out

More than this- One direction
Do it in the AM- Far East Movement
Forever and Always- Parachute
By Chance (You and I)- Jra
Gotta be you- One Direction
Without you- AJ Rafael
Jet Lag- Simple plan ft Natasha Bedingfield
I am the best- 2NE1
You and I- Lady Gaga
I did wrong- 2AM

It's gotta be YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~

2011-11-19T22:40:00.001+08:00

Epic face forever!! HAHAHAHAH!

Fail levetation

Hi cutie! :D

We went to Shay's POP yesterday! We were all so proud of him cause he was one of the leaders for the parade! Actually, he was the parade commander but somehow or rather, someone else took his position =.= Stupid bish! Thank God he was one of the leaders if not I'll strangle the organiser to death. Anyway, it was a nice parade. Of course, it's not that special since there's no band majors which means no live music. But the footdrills by the drum major was really (Y)X100000000000 So much better! Me gusta! It was a good day of course. Enjoyed myself a lot. I always enjoy anything related to band! Next up, band camp! :)

I can't wait for tomorrow!! Heyu's and Leo's birthday celebration!

Lastly, please please please please pimple! GET OFF MY FACE A DAY BEFORE PROM! I really don't want to have a pimple on my chin during prom okay! Pray for my pimple to be gone please people! :(

Just another day.

2011-11-17T21:56:00.001+08:00

Remember this buddies??

Bye colorful files. I'll miss you. NOT.

Yay for neat cupboard!

I cleaned up my cupboard at last! I threw away all my textbooks and files. I needed 6 plastic bags to throw all the papers, textbooks and assignment books and I realised that school actually plays a big part for deforestation! It's time for Ipad and laptops to be used in school! GO GREEN!

For your information, I haven't threw my files away. LOL

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Hi LiTing. You know I love you right? Huhuhuhu <3

So I went out with LiTing today for a bit. I woke up late as usual and ended up rushing to meet her. God knows why I'm #foreverlate... -.- We went to Plaza Sing to get my dress then we went to Popeye to eat. Honestly, I don't like Popeyes. My first time trying it and I'll never go back. The mashed potato isn't nice, the biscuit is also not nice and the chicken isn't extraordinary. The only good thing about this place is the fish bites. LiTing bought that and we both love it. However, after some time she got sick of the it since it's the same taste over and over again. We then went to Far East. We bought LiTing's flats and my heels in 20 minutes! Express shopping! Then we went home. Oh ya! We saw Cassandra when we were otw home. Explains the picture with her!

And people that's how I spent my day.

Day 35

2011-11-16T23:22:00.001+08:00

30 THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF!

I am awesome. Really, no joke
I'm Indonesian Chinese. I only understand a wee bit of Chinese though.
I love green!
Whenever I go out with my buddies, I'll end up buying food and not shopping. Heheheh! Food before clothes bro!
I'm treated like baby by Oli and Lina sometimes. I love it though ^^
I always get injured everyday. I think I'm jinxed.
When I'm angry, I tend to destroy/throw the thing I'm holding. I also won't talk to anybody around me.
I laughed a lot and I have different laughters. :)
I'm 149cm and I don't like it, at all.
I talk to myself. Even when I'm outside.
I'm weird.
I dyed my hair once. It was supposed to turn purple but nobody can see it. -.- Waste my money
I have high IQ. YAY ME! My IQ is 25 points higher than average people!
I was the smartest kid in kindergarten. During my graduation, my teachers kissed my cheek and since that day onwards, I become an average kid. Not the smartest anymore. Booooo...
I'm a super lazy person.
I can't study everyday like some people. I was forced to do that for O's and I almost died.
I like to go to cold storage and just get amazed at the different foods. Lina and I always ended up gawking for a lot of times whenever we're there.
I burnt my feet once. I wanted to be a nice kid and help my maid. In the end, I burnt my feet. Not cool
I talk a lot. Especially when I know you. I have no idea how my buddies stand it. Okay fine, they find me annoying at times.
I'm a very picky person.
I can't express my feelings most of the time. Especially when I'm upset or angry
I will curse at people whenever I'm angry at them. Even though you're super close to me. I'll still do that to you.
I'm #foreverlate. Always.
Every year, on my report book, teachers will always say that I'm a very cheerful and enthusiastic person. Without fail. That and also the fact that I'm super talkative.
I'm a heavy sleeper. I can sleep anywhere and even if you make a lot of noise, I can still sleep!
I always sleep in class and never get caught. I slept in front of Mdm Quek before and she went "Never mind, let her sleep." She didn't scold me after that. #Magicalkid
I've been writing "Cutegirl95 was here" all over the school this year. I think there are around 5-6 of them? I was leaving my mark okay!
I was on top of the human pyramid before. Thrice to be exact. I fell down on my second one and the whole school went "Wouuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...." I thought I was gonna die.
I learnt ballet when I was a small kid! Hehehehehe
Lastly, I ROCK YOUR STINKY SOCKS!

^^

2011-11-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I'm this dumb. Gosh!

2011-11-16T00:48:00.001+08:00

Where you'd like to be in ten years
I'll be 26 then. I hope I can make a name for myself, have my own dream house and obviously make my parents proud of me. I hope to succeed. Whatever it is, I hope to still be happy and enjoying my life.

Your views on drugs and alcohol
I have no idea why people take these stuffs. Isn't it bad for you? Won't it harm you? I know that it can somehow relieve your stress and all those stuff. But think again, is it good for you? No it isn't. And beer doesn't even taste that nice. (I admit I drank before. A SIP PEOPLE A SIP!) You'll die faster too! If you're not suicidal why are you risking your life right? You're also risking yourself when you're drunk. You don't know what you're doing and you may just go and jump down from the building. Honestly, I want to know how it feels being drunk though... Hahahah!

Your views on religion
I don't really have much of it actually. Having a religion is a good thing of course. I do believe in heaven and hell and all those stuffs. Honestly, I'm not a religious person. I don't go to church every week, I'm not baptised and I don't do what normal Catholics do. Well, except that I pray every night :) and I celebrate Christmas!

A time you thought about ending your life
Once or maybe twice? When I was so frustrated with what the people around me were doing to me. I almost go to the window and jump down. But then I thought to myself again. Is my life really this bad that I should die now? Don't you want to prove to these people that you're actually not what they think you are? Won't the people you leave be disappointed in you? Will you really want to die in vain? So I decided not to end my life. Sometimes I wonder though. What if I passed away suddenly? Who will be there crying? Who'll miss me? What will the people said during my funeral? Will they suffer great pain? Most importantly, I want to know who actually care.

FREEDOM IS HERE BISHES!

2011-11-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHH!!!!!

I'M TALL!!!!!!!!!!

I like my eyelashes here. Heheheh

Notice the clouds! And guess where Oli lives!

Harrow peeps! I went to town/Vivo with clique yesterday! We went to searched for prom stuffs. After that, Lina and I stayed over at Oli's. I really don't know when will this searching end. I hope it'll end tomorrow. I'm so tired of shopping. I really hope that I can buy my stuffs within my budget. Really hope so. I've calculated and I'll need to find a $40+ heels and pouch if I buy the dress I want. If not I'll need to use my own pocket money. Oh well....

Have a fun holiday peeps :D

I CAN'T WAIT FOR PROM!

2011-11-13T19:06:00.000+08:00

Eyes oh eyes. Where art thou?

It rained heavily today and I love it.

300!

2011-11-12T22:00:00.002+08:00

This is my 300th post! YAY!

Honestly, I'm feeling super pissed right now. Everything's going against me! My maid, my Dad, my laptop's keyboard and the freaking SD card. My maid was pestering me. Dad was overthinking. Laptop's keyboard is being a screwed up piece of shit (even though it's bloody new). SD card being a pain in the ass. Enough of that.

I went out with Gaga today. I purposely wake up early so that I can eat nice food with her. So we went to Vivo. Checked out prom stuffs, again, and it's to no avail, again. AND! Oli, Lina and I will be having our get-away in December! Yay us! We're going to Medan and then to Jakarta. ^^ So totally can't wait! I also hope that Ikea reply my email. Really want to work there. So, pray for me that I'll get that job! THANK YOU <3

Kantoi- Zee Avi

2011-11-11T21:17:00.001+08:00

The friendliest person you knew for one day
Erm.............. I can't remember actually. I have STM and some more it's only a day.. So.............. :)

Someone that changed your life
My parents and my buddies. That's for sure!

The person you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to
My mom I guess. She always tell me to tell her stuffs that's going on with me. I seldom do that though, I don't feel comfortable. Maybe because of the distance we have. I really really want to have a super close relationship with her though. Like some other daughters, but it's difficult...

Your reflection on the mirror
Just some plain Jane. Nothing more than that ^^

Your current relationship. If you're single, describe how single life is
Single life is fun..... Even though it gets boring sometimes or even lonely. Furthermore, all of my close buddies have BFs and sometimes they might not be able to spend time with me and I'll be alone at home. I don't really mind it though. I enjoy the quiet time :) and also.... whenever I'm home the whole day, I will not need to shower!!! YAY!

AND
I MADE A NEW VIDEO!! WATCH IT PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Up till here ^^

I watched Superman fly away.

2011-11-09T18:52:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored I can dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! I want to go out so badly but most of my close buddies are still having major papers so I don't have anybody to go out with. Oh well.. Shall just wait and wait and wait. In the meantime I shall watch some drama. I just finished The Spy Myung Wol. It was really funny at the starting. However, as each episodes passed, it's getting on my nerves. So, I skipped all the way to the ending and thank God the ending made up for the annoying part. Now, I'm watching Protect the Boss and it's much more realistic that the previous drama. I'm loving it so much!

I really need to clean this mess up. Soon, soon..

Loving my wallpaper so much! G-Dragon, cute boy <3

Goodbye!

I want it bad

2011-11-08T23:38:00.001+08:00

So I went out with my buddies today after so long. We went to JP and checked out prom dresses. Lina got hers and it's super nice! Suits her a lot. Oli has something in mind too while me............... I really don't know how I'm gonna get mine. I'll get mine soon! MUST!

My study table is super messy and I'm too lazy to clean it up.

I like it when I'm in the middle when we take picture..

Ayam Penyet FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!

6 more days to complete freedom! #Leggo!!

Day 16 to 20!

2011-11-06T23:34:00.005+08:00

Day 16
Someone from your childhood
This has to be Nathania. I've been friends with her ever since we're in P1. My parents kept saying that it's since kindergarten but I don't remember knowing her until P1. We're still really close now though even though we're in different countries. I really miss her too!! (I wanted to write Wyona's name but the question is someone! Damn!)

Day 17
The person you wish you could be
I wish to be someone who's liked by everybody. Someone who'll always bring a smile to everybody's faces. Isn't that cool???

Day 18
Someone that pesters your mind. Good or bad
This............................................................................... Hur hur hur

Day 19
The one that broke your heart the hardest
Can I don't answer this please? I don't wish to talk about this publicly. :/

Day 20
Someone you judged by their first impression
Ah.. this one... I've learnt not to judge others the hard way. I used to judge others by their first impression. For example, if they look scary I'll tend to ignore them. If they're look friendly, I'll tend to talk to them. Anyway.............. I've learnt that being judged is a really painful thing. Cause you don't know the person you see and you start judging them. Maybe the scary looking person is actually a nice person! Who knows.. So, I've been trying not to judge people these days :) Oh wait, I'm not answering the question? Oops....

Day out after ages!

2011-11-05T01:05:00.000+08:00

We're having our ten days break before the last paper on 14th. So, Amber and I decided to party a bit and head to town. We were actually planning to look for prom stuffs but we didn't get anything related to prom in the end. Hahahah! It's okay, there's still time!

Here's the pictahs for the day!

Bumble bee!

The lady behind me is so extra. And when I took this, people were laughing at me.... It's okay! Hahah

Tata for now! :D

CAN'T WAIT FOR O'S TO BE COMPLETELY OVER!!!!

NICE

2011-11-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

So here’s the thing about being nice.

If you’re nice to people, people will tend to be nice to you back. That’s what happen most of the time. These people who are nice to you back will be there for you when your’re in need. They will. They won’t do it because they need to or whatsoever. It’s because this people reall want to help you after all those things you did to them!

However, there are a few who, no matter how nice you’re to them, will still be mean to you. I honestly don’t get this kind of people at all. I mean, what did I do to you to deserve the mean treatment you gave me? Yes, I make mistakes, but why because of that one mistake you’re so mean to me? I’m no just pin-pointing anyone. Okay, take a look at yourself. I’m sure you’ll also come across these kind of people. It’s just super sad to know that this people are actually doing this to you even though you did 1001 nice things to help them through their good or tough times. It’s just a pain in the ass!

There are also people who are purposely nice to you so that they’ll get something from you. Those people are bootlickers. They’re always there fo you when you’re happy and take advantage of you. Once you’re in trouble or you’re in your dark times, they’ll be gone. They’ll disappear from your life. Again, it’s super sad.

But whatever it is, I’ll still be nice to everyone. It’s alright if I got hurt in the end, it’s another lessons being taught to me the hard way. It’s okay if these people leave you, they’re just passing clouds. They're not meant to be there in the first place.

Questions!

2011-10-26T00:24:00.000+08:00

So I was scrolling through my old posts and I realised that I haven't complete the questions that I'm supposed to answer. I stopped at day 5 so I shall start with day 6 now!

DAY 6
Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/crush/love
Hahahahah this is so............ Anyway, my ex boyfriend was a super nice person. He's super nice and funny I can die! Sadly, I can't give him the same treatment since I'm a cold person who can't express her feelings hence I'm hurting him. He also doesn't deserve being treated that way. So apparently.................... Well.. you get the ending. It ended dramatically I guess. Hahaha! But, well, we're friends now. :)

Day 7
Your favourite internet friend
I don't really have any favourite internet friend. Most of the people I talk to are those that I know in real life. haha!

Day 8
Someone you wish you could meet
Can I have two people for this pretty please? Since young, I've always wanted to see both of my grandfathers. I never get the chance to meet any of them. I'm always jealous of those people who can meet and spend time with their grandfathers!!!!

Day 9
Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to
My whole family. I don't get to see my parents and talk to them just like normal teenagers. Since they live in the other side of the world. Okay, not really but you get my point. And for my bro, he'll always be in his room playing his games so I don't get to talk as much with him :(

Day 10
A deceased person you wish you could talk to
MY GRANDMOTHERS!! OMYGAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! REALLY MISS THEM SO MUCH!

Day 11
The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
hahaahah! I think if I state the person's name it won't be good. So I guess, I'll just say that I've done a lot for that person, being super nice to that person. Even dare to give that person second chance. But what I get in the end? Shit. I don't even know why that person is doing this to me. IT'S JUST SUPER SAD!

Day 12
Someone you wish could forgive you
Apparently buddy, I can't choose. There are too many!!!!

Day 13
Someone you've drifted away from
This has got to be my primary school clique. Maybe not Oli. But Kimberly and Uli. We don't really talk much right now. :(

Day 14
The person you miss the most
My parents. REALLY MISS THEM SO MUCH!

Day 15
Someone that's not in your state or country
MY SHINEE BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_____________T

I shall continue this the next time I'm online!

Anonymous said:

2011-10-25T20:28:00.005+08:00

God will not give you challenges that you can't handle. So, every problems you have now can be solved and you can overcome it. It'll make you a stronger person, a person who will not make the same mistake. Thus, get up and stop looking at yourself with pity. Try to do something about it.

ALLIZZWELL

And well.. I know some people start to have something against me. But whatever bitches.

Future.

2011-10-16T12:54:00.001+08:00

When I get older, I would want to live my life happily. I would not get attached to anybody except my buddies and my family. I will travel the world myself, with my camera and just to enjoy the picturesque sceneries. I will not have a stressful ten-to-five- kind of job and have weird hours kind of job that maybe I don't have fix timing for lunch or dinner. I would just randomly dance in the middle of the road in the middle of the night and not caring about what others think. Then, I will stare at the sky, and think about life. I would want to have an apartment with white walls which are filled with my own drawings, pictures and creations. I would have fairy lights all over my house so that when I turn off all the lights before I go to sleep I can have a sense that I'm in wonderland. I would have a huge refrigerator where food will never finish since I'll always go food shopping. I will have a humongous wardrobe full of clothes, fabrics and just easily pick out things to wear each morning. When I'm bored, I'll be able to dress up and walk around the house like a runway model. I will have a big TV and a huge, comfortable couch where I can watch some movies and dramas while munching on popcorns and nachos. Well, maybe chessydog. I will have an Akita breed dog who I can cuddle with when days get super lonely or sad. I will live near shopping centres, especially cold storage, and go there everyday after my weird hour work to refresh myself. I will have a maid, whom I can talk to about anything that she can almost be my second mother. I prefer middle aged, kind and nice maid since they're more experience about life. I will have an adventure each year. I will celebrate Christmas and new year back with my parents. Buy big, awesome gifts for their birthdays and have dinner in five star restaurants. I will bring my Mom shopping and she can take anything she wants from the shelves. I will bring my dad to every place he would like to go to in this world. I would tell them that I love them so much I can't live without them. I will try to make everyone happy, by giving flowers to them randomly or simply just smiling to them. This will be how I live. MUST.

I'm not gonna do anything to you. Nothing,No-fucking-thing I'll just let karma kick you hard in the motherfucking ass.

2011-10-13T17:18:00.003+08:00

Je t'aime

2011-10-09T17:10:00.006+08:00

So how are you guys? Good? Good.

Things are just not on my side these days and I feel like dying. First, I lost my motivation and not have any urge to study and now......................

That's exactly what I'm feeling these days. Felt so lousy I just wish to die. Okay, maybe not. I just want to sleep for the longest time ever and run away from all this madness. People are studying like mad these days and I'm here......... Like this.. I don't even know whether what I have been doing is actually called studying. I'm super scared that I'll flunk and repeat or even go to some retarded course that I have no interest in. I guess by now you'll be thinking, "then why aren't you studying?" That, I don't even know why. 15 more days Agustine, 15.Get your ass off to the study table. Okay, maybe I should right now.

Anyway, Lina's birthday was on the 4th, which is last Tuesday, I have no time and energy to update about her birthday so I guess I'm just gonna post some pictures up. Courtesy of my dear gaga ^^

Lina feels like our mom here...

Happy birthday AMAAAAAAAAAAA MWAH

OFF I GO

Things will be fine soon. #Allizzwell

Strength

2011-10-06T23:26:00.001+08:00

Took a long hard look ,at my life. Lost my way, well I was fighting the time. A big black cloud, stormy sky followed me while I was living a lie. So heartless, so selfish, so in darkness when all your night are star less. You're running out of hope but i found the strength inside to see a better part of me and i'll never let it go. I've come a long, long way. made a lot of mistakes but i'm breathing, breathing that's right i mean it mean it. this time i'm a little run down, i've been living out loud. i can beat it, beat it that's right i'm feeling invincible.

Invincible- Hedley

What am I doing to my life?

2011-10-06T23:07:00.001+08:00

O's starting in 18 days and I'm still here. Honestly, I kind of lost something. Something that made me not do my work as much now. I need a slap on my face so much to wake me up from my lala land.

I know, you'll tell me that I do fine for prelim and all that. But what if do well for prelim but flunk my O's? Where will go then? What will I do? I don't want to go to some course I don't wish to go to. I really hope I can improve and get better. What I got for prelim is just not enough.

Next thing, moderation. I freaking hate the fact that there's moderation for this stupid papers. You know, people from other school don't have standard like us. They won't need to work as hard cause they're effing smart from the start. Us, on the other hand, must work our asses off to get what they got. Furthermore, we've ben trained by the school that A1 is 75 not a mothereffing 90. This is all so unfair.

I'm just scared. Super scared and yet, I'm not doing anything. This is all so frustrating.

Routine

2011-10-01T01:33:00.000+08:00

Wake up
Go to school
Go home from school to shower
Go back to school for night study
Chill with my buddies
Went home to study
Shower
Die on bed
Repeat

It has been like that for the past one week.

Life's great

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAA RIGHT BISHESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Take a step back.

2011-09-24T00:44:00.002+08:00

Look at yourself. You're human. You're beautiful. You're so beautiful. You can do anything and everything. Do not hate because someone break your heart, or because your parents split up, your best friend betrayed you, your father beat you, the kid down the block called you ugly, fat, stupid or worthless. Do not concern yourself with things you can't control. Cried when you need to, let them to when it's time. Don't hang onto painful memories because you're afraid to forget. Let go of the thing in the past. Forget things that aren't worth remembering. Stop taking things for granted. Stop taking life for granted. Live for something. Live for yourself. And one day, when you're old, look back with no regrets.

2!

2011-09-24T00:37:00.001+08:00

So, there was the graduation ceremony today. I was actually quite excited about it from the time when I found out about it! I mean, it's the first time that the school organise this for us man.. We're the first batch! The programme was super touching and sweet. I wonder if it's like this for graduation ceremony, how about prom? I think I'll really cry on that night! Not cool not cool. Anyway, the event started off with the briefing about intensive and night study.It was supposed to be touching and apparently, we were reminded about our miserable life before it started, making the whole thing to not start on a high note. Yada yada......... and then there was Ms Toh's speech. "When teaching 4E1, you must really keep calm." hahahah! Are we really that bad or something buddy? However, she also talked about how grateful she is teaching us. ^^ The highlight of the whole thing has got to be the personalised cards that the teachers gave us. There's a picture of our faces at the front, and I look weird so I'm not gonna show you people. Anyhoooooooooooo........... the teachers mostly wrote that I'm a super enthusiastic student. HAHAH! It has been that way since young...........

Went out for a movie with Xiong today. JOHNNY ENGLISH!! It was super funny, we laughed our heads off and died. Ha.ha.ha. Why am I so lame????????? Gosh. You guys should watch it! It'll definitely be your laughing pills. :)

And I just have to share this! *looks down*

I swear I looked like a complete, chubby Cheena girl. Oli looked super hilarious too. And lina.. Well, Lina's lina...

Lastly, my prelim results. I've improved I guess. I'm not satisfied with the marks yet though, there're still more rooms for improvement! MUCH MORE!

Cross your finger

2011-09-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

So prelim's over baybe! You have no idea how freaking happy I am! I know I know.. It's not O's yet but still.. It's like "one more to go and I'll be free like an eagle!!!!!!" kind of felling. Anyway, I really hope that I can get good marks for prelim! Honestly, I think that I screwed up most of my papers. A maths obviously and Chem will be cmi. That's confirm plus chop, standard. But no matter what, I really hope I can get good marks and make my mama and papa proud! That's a must. Pray for me please guys! *insert puss in the boots face* I really need it!

Okay, today my Honeh and Sweetheart came over to mah crib! We did some stuffs, talked about life and danced like there's no tomorrow. Then we watched Hearty's paws. It was a really sad movie that can trigger your emotions and make you burst into tears. I have no idea why I didn't cry though, my heart just sank while LiTing and Heyu cried like shit. HAHAHHAH! You should watch it, a really good movie with a twist! After that, we partied some more in my room!

Once they're gone, off I go to my dreamland!

LiTing being flexible!

Me being freaking flexible!

And look at what LiTing did to my calculator...

notice the thing written on my wrist.

And she also wants to act cute.. TSKTKSTSK

Oh, the last two pictures was from long ago. I just couldn't find the time to post it up here.

Fyi, I cut my hair and I freaking regret it. I look like so much younger buddy!! Worse, I already look young before I cut my hair, WHAT ABOUT NOW?????????????????

Pray for me okay! I LOVE YOU

MWAH

ME GUSTA!

2011-09-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

A few days ago, my Malay classmates and I went for Jalan Raya. Honestly, I didn't want to go but since we're visiting cikgu, I decided to come along. AND REALLY!! I HAVE NO REGRET GOING FOR THIS JALAN RAYA!!!!! Super fun I can die!!!!!!!!

SUPER CHUBBY I CAN DIEEEEEEE

Cikgu!!!!!!!! MWAH MWAH MWAH

Feeling feeling like in 5-star hotel, drinking wine. HAHAHAHA

This was when the three of us lost our way to Iffah's house..

My two sayangs! MWAH MWAH MWAH

Afiq's a ghost!!!

This one super epic I swear!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA

loving this shot so much

LINA LINA LINA!!!!!!!!!!! *Hyperventilates*

Afiq can never jump together with me or Lina one.. Tsktsktsktsk....

And I'm a ghost now!! Khad's house is haunted by Afiq and I! And Lina too ^^

OVERALL, THIS DAY, ME GUSTA!

2011-09-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

To hell with textbooks!

2011-09-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

So I went to town with Amber and Lina yesterday. Honestly, we are supposed to go for Geog remedial but we're a rebel so we didn't go for it. Kekeke ^^ Apparently, Amber and I were broke girls so we didn't shop at all. We were just window shopping and enjoying life. Okay, of course I bought food. I mean, isn't that what I always buy every time I went out? I felt like a midget yesterday -.- Amber was wearing a freaking 7 inch heels and Lina was wearing heels too and dude, LINA IS ALREADY TALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's okay, I'm still cute. Hahahahah! Then we went to Amber's at around 4++ and slack there like a boss. Afterwards, Lina and I went to IMM to meet Oli and went for dinner. The day ended with Lina, Oli and I taking photos outside my house. I tell you, these place outside my house can become scenic spot already. People date, enjoy the wind, take photos, everything also there..

Here's the photos

We were laughing so hard that I couldn't take the proper picture of her!!!

Amber................ HAHAHAHAHAHAH

So loving my eyes here!

Epic faces!

I REALLY LOVE THIS SHOT!!!!!!! HILARIOUS

Epic faces again. Told you I have it since young...

I look dope here man. DOPE!

Got the title from Lina's album. Hahahah

Kk toodles~ MWAH

Note to self:

2011-09-03T22:14:00.002+08:00

Think about this, read this carefully. You're young. You'll never be as young as you are at this very moment. What are you doing? Have fun, live life. Don't regret a damn thing and don't dwell on the past. There's a reason for everything. Smile and laugh, don't waste a minute. You never know what will happen. Say hi to a stranger, tell someone they're beautiful, tell the person you love that you love them, don't go to bed mad at somebody. Forget, forgive, love, hate. Be yourself, do what you want and say what you feel. Stand up for what you believe in, even if it means you have to stand alone. Just live your life, some people don't get the chance to. Take advantage of that. Feel alive.

SHOUT NOW!

Gifs

Real love

MAKAN!

Monday!

:(

Jakarta!

TREAT!

Chubby

Erm hi......

Open home

Goodbye 2011!

2012 wishes!

Hi

So,

I MISS SCHOOL!

Christmas!

Blue Christmas

Early!

New Video!

Medan (Day 8 & 9)

Medan (Day 6 & 7)

Medan (Day 4 & 5!)

Medan (Day 3!)

Medan (Day 1 &2!)

We can burn brighter than the sun

Told ya!

BBQ!

Jurong Bird Park!

Farewell Band. (FOR REAL!)

Some more!

Wen Zhong's chalet!!

See you soon, Heyu!

Girls' day out!

Happy birthday LiTing!

The night that I was tall!

Everything with fries!!

This is getting lame...

It's gotta be YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~

Just another day.

Day 35

^^

More

FREEDOM IS HERE BISHES!

300!

Kantoi- Zee Avi

I watched Superman fly away.

More questions!

I want it bad

Day 16 to 20!

Day out after ages!

NICE

Questions!

Anonymous said:

Future.

I'm not gonna do anything to you. Nothing,No-fucking-thing I'll just let karma kick you hard in the motherfucking ass.

Je t'aime

Strength

What am I doing to my life?

Routine

Take a step back.

2!

Cross your finger

ME GUSTA!

To hell with textbooks!

Note to self: